Hey!
It has been a long time since I posted in this blog and just wanted to say hello to everyone.
So much changes in my life on a daily basis that I cannot even try to catch you all up. I will say that once in a while I watch the older videos in my blog and although the info I typed is good I feel the videos are not representing who I am today.....so
I am just going to post the link to my Youtube page that contains all of the videos I have done to date. Including some on relationships and thank you for following me.
Be well!
Take Care,
Tammy
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC8mob1AGRm74jyrDFbWjWTA
Tuesday, August 23, 2016
Saturday, April 18, 2015
Downfalls of the 5th line profile
I am am a 5th line profile. Most of my life I have gotten frustrated that people think I say things that I have not and want things that I do not. No matter how many times I would explain myself, they never seemed to hear me.
The 5th line is a projected profile, meaning the receiver of the energy interprets it the way they want to, through their lens. Whatever that lens may be...it can make them perceive you as wonderful or not. It can make them believe they know what you want and desire. It can make them think you have said things that you have not. It may even make them believe that they know you. Most of the time they are wrong.
It takes some time and energy to truly hear and understand the 5th line profile.
I recently came across someone with a very similar chart. Scary similar. The person is a perfect representation of me prior to becoming aware of the energies in my chart. I was thrilled. The connection and friendship was real...but between the 5th line and head definition, along with lack of awareness and time to understand, I became something I am not to that person and was believed to want things I did not want.
Having the understanding of how the energy works, I am able to accept people in a whole different way. I can make decisions based on the truth and I can accept the actions in a totally different way.
I have to say many are not ready for this type of acceptance and sometimes it looks passive or as if you are not respecting yourself but truly it is a calm and an energy that I cannot explain. It truly allows you to embrace someone exactly how they are. With no attempt to fix or change it. It is beauty.
Now that my internship is wrapping up, I was trying to think of how I want to share theses tools with others.I may start with acceptance.
Stay tuned, this is going to be good.
The 5th line is a projected profile, meaning the receiver of the energy interprets it the way they want to, through their lens. Whatever that lens may be...it can make them perceive you as wonderful or not. It can make them believe they know what you want and desire. It can make them think you have said things that you have not. It may even make them believe that they know you. Most of the time they are wrong.
It takes some time and energy to truly hear and understand the 5th line profile.
I recently came across someone with a very similar chart. Scary similar. The person is a perfect representation of me prior to becoming aware of the energies in my chart. I was thrilled. The connection and friendship was real...but between the 5th line and head definition, along with lack of awareness and time to understand, I became something I am not to that person and was believed to want things I did not want.
Having the understanding of how the energy works, I am able to accept people in a whole different way. I can make decisions based on the truth and I can accept the actions in a totally different way.
I have to say many are not ready for this type of acceptance and sometimes it looks passive or as if you are not respecting yourself but truly it is a calm and an energy that I cannot explain. It truly allows you to embrace someone exactly how they are. With no attempt to fix or change it. It is beauty.
Now that my internship is wrapping up, I was trying to think of how I want to share theses tools with others.I may start with acceptance.
Stay tuned, this is going to be good.
Saturday, March 28, 2015
Drive By
Hey!
It has been a long time! I cannot remember the last time I wrote....hold please .......wow June 2014.
Well I can say a lot has changed since then! I miss my "Where is the Sun?" videos. I am tossing around a couple ideas for my next set of videos. Stay tuned....
Where have I been? Oh well where have I not been. I started a new job last spring, will be coming up on a year. In September I started my field placement for school, that ends towards the end of April. The adjustments took me away from this blog but I have been actively doing readings and having Reiki customers.
I have continued to practice my strategy and have continued to rely on my sacral to lead me in many different directions and although sometimes I am scared or nervous, I plow through and it has been amazing. I have even done a couple calls with small groups to share information about energy. It has been a great year.
I will be focusing on some things this summer that will help me to teach others to live as emotionally free as I have learned to be. The key is that not everything is personal and not everything is my problem. Knowing this has taught me soo much.
So seriously stay tuned there will be more to come in June!
Miss you all!! xoxox
It has been a long time! I cannot remember the last time I wrote....hold please .......wow June 2014.
Well I can say a lot has changed since then! I miss my "Where is the Sun?" videos. I am tossing around a couple ideas for my next set of videos. Stay tuned....
Where have I been? Oh well where have I not been. I started a new job last spring, will be coming up on a year. In September I started my field placement for school, that ends towards the end of April. The adjustments took me away from this blog but I have been actively doing readings and having Reiki customers.
I have continued to practice my strategy and have continued to rely on my sacral to lead me in many different directions and although sometimes I am scared or nervous, I plow through and it has been amazing. I have even done a couple calls with small groups to share information about energy. It has been a great year.
I will be focusing on some things this summer that will help me to teach others to live as emotionally free as I have learned to be. The key is that not everything is personal and not everything is my problem. Knowing this has taught me soo much.
So seriously stay tuned there will be more to come in June!
Miss you all!! xoxox
Saturday, June 21, 2014
Where is the Sun? The Gate 15
Wow this is the last Where is the Sun video for the year. Thanks to everyone who has been following the blog and the videos. I am unsure what my next adventure in video will be here.....I will wait as my strategy advises to respond to something.
If you do not know your strategy email me your birth info and I will get it to you ASAP.
I cannot explain how the knowledge of Human Design has changed my life. I wish I had carreid a camera aeound the last few years or so, so that you would be able to see the changes I have made. Some drastic and some so subtle I hardly notice until I respond differently to something. It is a wonderous journey and I am still changing by the day.
If you have questions comments or would like your free chart email me at tamc2006@gmail.com
If you do not know your strategy email me your birth info and I will get it to you ASAP.
I cannot explain how the knowledge of Human Design has changed my life. I wish I had carreid a camera aeound the last few years or so, so that you would be able to see the changes I have made. Some drastic and some so subtle I hardly notice until I respond differently to something. It is a wonderous journey and I am still changing by the day.
If you have questions comments or would like your free chart email me at tamc2006@gmail.com
Saturday, June 14, 2014
Where is the Sun? The Gate 12
Hello
I have been slacking the last couple weeks with my videos and today is no exception. I have 2 gates left before the start of our journey at the gate 52.
I have been getting some feed back that many who just see the videos on Youtube are confused by what it is I am speaking about. That seems like a correct comment becasue most of what the Human Design System is, is not in the videos but in this blog.
I am working on my wrap up for the year and hope to make some time to do it.
It makes me laugh that the videos all began due to a tan and some confidence. This year I am not as tan but more confident and comfortable in who I am than ever.
My home life has changed, my career has changed, my role as a parent has changed, and what I want in life has changed, all before your eyes.
Do you think I handled it seamlessly or did I show more than I thought? You do not have to tell me that, but think about it and know that without my understanding of Human Design, I do not think I could have done it all so well.
Last week the sun was in the gate 45 and has moved into the 12 in the last 24 hours so I will start with the 45
The gate of the queen. This is the energy of the Queen. When you walk into a room, and have this energy in your chart you assume leadership of that room. It happens without notice to most. The 45 brings a deep connection with “the tribe”. This is a gracious energy. In relationships if you meet or someone with the 21 (the other end of this channel) it can lead to power struggles. For those who do not have this gate in their chart, try to be aware and notice when the 45 makes itself known. If you do not have a chart, send me your birth info and I will send you a FREE chart and summary of your type and strategy. It is soo hard to explain how learning this and understanding the energy of others has changed my life. Imagine a life without argument or struggle and one filled of acceptance and gratitude. I know to some it sounds impossible but this stuff works! All it takes is a desire to understand it.
The gate 12 this is a cautious energy. It is a creative energy. It is a volatile energy. It has high highs and low lows. There are times of not knowing what your feelings are or what you should do next. Times of silence when you do not want to jump in but rather sit back and watch. My daughter has this energy and it is very interesting to watch. She will observe and comfortably not speak for long periods of time, even in a group. When she has collected her data and made up her mind, she jumps in with vigor and passion. This goes for her friendships too. People are drawn to this energy as it is a trusting source.
So as always watch for how these energies play out in your life this week and in a few days I will do a video the last on this topic for the year. The sun follows the same path each year you can use this as a resource. The dates change and how the energy is used changes but the sun is always moving around the mandala.
Thanks for taking this journey with me!!
I have been slacking the last couple weeks with my videos and today is no exception. I have 2 gates left before the start of our journey at the gate 52.
I have been getting some feed back that many who just see the videos on Youtube are confused by what it is I am speaking about. That seems like a correct comment becasue most of what the Human Design System is, is not in the videos but in this blog.
I am working on my wrap up for the year and hope to make some time to do it.
It makes me laugh that the videos all began due to a tan and some confidence. This year I am not as tan but more confident and comfortable in who I am than ever.
My home life has changed, my career has changed, my role as a parent has changed, and what I want in life has changed, all before your eyes.
Do you think I handled it seamlessly or did I show more than I thought? You do not have to tell me that, but think about it and know that without my understanding of Human Design, I do not think I could have done it all so well.
Last week the sun was in the gate 45 and has moved into the 12 in the last 24 hours so I will start with the 45
The gate of the queen. This is the energy of the Queen. When you walk into a room, and have this energy in your chart you assume leadership of that room. It happens without notice to most. The 45 brings a deep connection with “the tribe”. This is a gracious energy. In relationships if you meet or someone with the 21 (the other end of this channel) it can lead to power struggles. For those who do not have this gate in their chart, try to be aware and notice when the 45 makes itself known. If you do not have a chart, send me your birth info and I will send you a FREE chart and summary of your type and strategy. It is soo hard to explain how learning this and understanding the energy of others has changed my life. Imagine a life without argument or struggle and one filled of acceptance and gratitude. I know to some it sounds impossible but this stuff works! All it takes is a desire to understand it.
The gate 12 this is a cautious energy. It is a creative energy. It is a volatile energy. It has high highs and low lows. There are times of not knowing what your feelings are or what you should do next. Times of silence when you do not want to jump in but rather sit back and watch. My daughter has this energy and it is very interesting to watch. She will observe and comfortably not speak for long periods of time, even in a group. When she has collected her data and made up her mind, she jumps in with vigor and passion. This goes for her friendships too. People are drawn to this energy as it is a trusting source.
So as always watch for how these energies play out in your life this week and in a few days I will do a video the last on this topic for the year. The sun follows the same path each year you can use this as a resource. The dates change and how the energy is used changes but the sun is always moving around the mandala.
Thanks for taking this journey with me!!
Saturday, May 17, 2014
Where is the Sun? The Gate 8
Hi
The Gate 8 is about contributions, it is a desire to make a contribution to contribute to the greater good. I end up talking about monetary donations to people ( I just went with it) something to remember is that even the neediest person needs to be approached correctly energetically. Make sure you follow your strategy if you want it to be accepted in the manner you intend.
Have you ever heard someone react in an unappreciative manner to something forced upon them? Even if it is something they really needed? This is the result of not following your strategy.
If you have not yet received your FREE chart, email me your birth date, time (or as close to) and location. tamc2006@gmail.com.
This week has been a great one and I am constantly made aware of changes that I have made in my life due to Human Design. It is truly amazing.
Enjoy! See you next week
Oh ya! We are in day 3 of the 8 3 more to go....
The Gate 8 is about contributions, it is a desire to make a contribution to contribute to the greater good. I end up talking about monetary donations to people ( I just went with it) something to remember is that even the neediest person needs to be approached correctly energetically. Make sure you follow your strategy if you want it to be accepted in the manner you intend.
Have you ever heard someone react in an unappreciative manner to something forced upon them? Even if it is something they really needed? This is the result of not following your strategy.
If you have not yet received your FREE chart, email me your birth date, time (or as close to) and location. tamc2006@gmail.com.
This week has been a great one and I am constantly made aware of changes that I have made in my life due to Human Design. It is truly amazing.
Enjoy! See you next week
Oh ya! We are in day 3 of the 8 3 more to go....
Friday, May 9, 2014
Where is the Sun? The Gate 23
What you do and say brings change. You say things that make people listen and at
times can shatter what they think. For
example someone struggling with an issue, and the answer is “Let it go” or “why
is that your issue” or even “what if you…….”
These things can help or they can fall on deaf ears, you must wait to be
asked and you must follow your strategy.
I have this gate as well as the 43 (Freak to Genius channel)
I cannot even count how many times I have been laughed at or called crazy. Now I see things that I have said coming to
form in one way or another and I have to laugh.
The energy of the 23 is forthright, authoritative, the tone
is a knowing tone. This can lead to misunderstandings or discomfort. People may
find your ideas freakish. How you speak
must be thought about prior to blurting.
Waiting to speak may be difficult but if you want to be heard you have
to.
I realized today that I am almost done with the 64 gates there
are about 8 gates left to cover. Then
the sun starts all over again around the mandala.
At this point I am not sure if I will move on to other
planets or move on to something else.
Please feel free to put in requests about things you may want to learn
more about.
Remember free chart with summary of type and strategy are available
just contact me with your birth info!
Friday, May 2, 2014
Where is the Sun? The Gates 24 and 2
Hi
This is one of those times when I am not 100% crazy about my video. I like how I look, minus that one of my earings was in the wrong hole most of the day.....I noticed at 1:45PM and did this Video at 8:10AM I noticed it looked weird but didn't check it in the video......anyway........It was a very strange day. I think I actually was most if not all of my job locations today. Perhaps minus 1.
I love my life and how it is coming together.
Anyway this video is not one of my favorites. It is the first one I have re-watched with sound. I thought of doing it over but can't, it won't let me.
So enjoy!!!!
If you would like your free chart please email me your birth info tamc2006@gmail.com
This is one of those times when I am not 100% crazy about my video. I like how I look, minus that one of my earings was in the wrong hole most of the day.....I noticed at 1:45PM and did this Video at 8:10AM I noticed it looked weird but didn't check it in the video......anyway........It was a very strange day. I think I actually was most if not all of my job locations today. Perhaps minus 1.
I love my life and how it is coming together.
Anyway this video is not one of my favorites. It is the first one I have re-watched with sound. I thought of doing it over but can't, it won't let me.
So enjoy!!!!
If you would like your free chart please email me your birth info tamc2006@gmail.com
Thursday, April 24, 2014
Where is the Sun? The Gate 27
I was talking to someone today about being on tv and they mentioned how I do my videos, I thought about it and I think I like my videos becasue they are quick and I control the lighting etc hahahaha
Anyway have a great week!
Friday, April 18, 2014
Where is the Sun? The Gate 3
The channel of the 3/60 has always been one on an energetic level that has caused me confusion.
Overall the 3/60 is about evolution, new genetic material, change. The level to which is where my energetic body cannot feel or completely understand.
Some explain the 3 as the order of things mutative. That there is an order to the mutation and you have to go in that order to get where you are going, which I believe I do express in this video at the end so perhaps I do feel the energy and share what I know but in my own mind do not comprehend, so this week I may just be an example. A puzzle, an energy only each individual can define for themselves.
I would love if this video had a lot of conversation around it, perhaps those who have books can read them and write their interpretation of the mutative ways of the 3/60.
Whatever it is doing it is most successful when in response and will impact generations yet to come.
Overall the 3/60 is about evolution, new genetic material, change. The level to which is where my energetic body cannot feel or completely understand.
Some explain the 3 as the order of things mutative. That there is an order to the mutation and you have to go in that order to get where you are going, which I believe I do express in this video at the end so perhaps I do feel the energy and share what I know but in my own mind do not comprehend, so this week I may just be an example. A puzzle, an energy only each individual can define for themselves.
I would love if this video had a lot of conversation around it, perhaps those who have books can read them and write their interpretation of the mutative ways of the 3/60.
Whatever it is doing it is most successful when in response and will impact generations yet to come.
Warning this video contains, poor posture, bad lighting and an unflattering bunching up of a shirt. Watch at your own risk!
Questions, comments, or a free chart request, contact me at tamc2006@gmail.com
Saturday, April 12, 2014
Where is the Sun? The Gate 42
So I just did this video and feel like I said 52 and not 42.......
Anyway the gate 42 is about finishing things the energy to grab something in the middle and finish it off.
Enjoy
Anyway the gate 42 is about finishing things the energy to grab something in the middle and finish it off.
Enjoy
Sunday, April 6, 2014
Where is the Sun? The Gate 51
Shock leads us into action. When we do not move the energy can change into bitterness outwardly expressed or expressed towards us.
I hope you enjoy this weeks video.
Sunday, March 30, 2014
Where is the Sun? The Gate 21
Good Morning
It is a gloomy rainy Sunday here, the good news is I love rain in the spring and it IS finally starting to warm up a bit.
The sun has entered the gate 21. This is all about control. I actually saw many attempts of people trying to control others this morning, one being my own experience someone tried to bate me into defending myself a tad after midnight is a passive aggressive jealous sort of way.
As much as this energy is about resources it is also about how you want your life to be and how you want the players in life to behave.
I do not even remember what came out of my mouth in this video that I taped 5 minutes ago. That to me is a great example of how I release control. The message came through, without forethought or planning, it will be perceived or accepted as it will, and I will finish getting dressed and go to work.
Have a great week!!!! (oh wait, if you choose too!) xoxox
It is a gloomy rainy Sunday here, the good news is I love rain in the spring and it IS finally starting to warm up a bit.
The sun has entered the gate 21. This is all about control. I actually saw many attempts of people trying to control others this morning, one being my own experience someone tried to bate me into defending myself a tad after midnight is a passive aggressive jealous sort of way.
As much as this energy is about resources it is also about how you want your life to be and how you want the players in life to behave.
I do not even remember what came out of my mouth in this video that I taped 5 minutes ago. That to me is a great example of how I release control. The message came through, without forethought or planning, it will be perceived or accepted as it will, and I will finish getting dressed and go to work.
Have a great week!!!! (oh wait, if you choose too!) xoxox
Monday, March 24, 2014
EEEEK Where is the Sun? No really WHERE IS THE SUN???? Gate 17
Not sure how I thought the sun was in the 20, but I learned today as I was explaining something to someone that I was WRONG.
The Sun is in the Gate 17 - Opinions, they can actually be brutal opinions. Wait to be asked for an opinion, or you may be taken as being critical, when asked people receive it as constructive.
So sorry for the screwup but someone must have needed what I posted before!
The Sun is in the Gate 17 - Opinions, they can actually be brutal opinions. Wait to be asked for an opinion, or you may be taken as being critical, when asked people receive it as constructive.
So sorry for the screwup but someone must have needed what I posted before!
Saturday, March 22, 2014
Where is the Sun? Gate 25/20
Hey!
As you will see from this video I am a little tired, but very excited for next weeks energy to come forth.
Most of the time I get to "act" like a manifesting generator, by conditioning and who I live with, next week I will have the energetic configuration to be one, not just one, but the strongest energy in the chart will be activated for me! This is the time of year I really find out if I am walking my talk!
Anyway this video on the energy of the 25 was going to be much more dramatic and intelligent if I had done it a few days ago.....today it is what it is and I am who I am.
Please remember if you need a free chart, or have any questions please contact me at tamc2006@gmail.com!
Brightest Blessings to you all!!
As you will see from this video I am a little tired, but very excited for next weeks energy to come forth.
Most of the time I get to "act" like a manifesting generator, by conditioning and who I live with, next week I will have the energetic configuration to be one, not just one, but the strongest energy in the chart will be activated for me! This is the time of year I really find out if I am walking my talk!
Anyway this video on the energy of the 25 was going to be much more dramatic and intelligent if I had done it a few days ago.....today it is what it is and I am who I am.
Please remember if you need a free chart, or have any questions please contact me at tamc2006@gmail.com!
Brightest Blessings to you all!!
Saturday, March 15, 2014
Where is the Sun? Gate 36
So for a few days me and some others have been walking around all grumbly, negative, some even angry. I wondered is it the moon? Is it the solar flares? Then today after watching some stuff play out I thought.....WHERE IS THE SUN?!
The gate 36. The gate 36 likes to create emotional drama or issues becasue it is bored. It is the kind of energy that when something is too smooth or uneventful it flares up and makes it eventful.
Some of you have this in our chart defined all the time. I feel really bad for you. The energy has really bothered me the last few days, it sent me into a tail spin. The good side is it also uncovered something I need to deal with before I move forward in my life but overall it has been very uncomfortable.
Here is this weeks video!
The gate 36. The gate 36 likes to create emotional drama or issues becasue it is bored. It is the kind of energy that when something is too smooth or uneventful it flares up and makes it eventful.
Some of you have this in our chart defined all the time. I feel really bad for you. The energy has really bothered me the last few days, it sent me into a tail spin. The good side is it also uncovered something I need to deal with before I move forward in my life but overall it has been very uncomfortable.
Here is this weeks video!
Sunday, March 9, 2014
Where is the Sun? Human Design Gate 22
Hey everyone
The energy the sun is in now is the Gate 22 - Grace/Openness
Those with the 22 all of the time, may not see how graceful they are, and sometimes they may not be graceful at all. It is sometimes easy to forget the "or not" side of the energy we are made of.
The 22 is attractive and charming at times, and other times is not.
Many with this energy possess a very romantic view of the world, over time this view may be stiffled or muddied by those around them, but even when they may be jaded there is a slight glimmer of hope that is always lit in the 22.
The energy of the 22 to can magnetic and of course repelling.
Whatever you are experiencing and noticing this week, have fun with it!
The energy the sun is in now is the Gate 22 - Grace/Openness
Those with the 22 all of the time, may not see how graceful they are, and sometimes they may not be graceful at all. It is sometimes easy to forget the "or not" side of the energy we are made of.
The 22 is attractive and charming at times, and other times is not.
Many with this energy possess a very romantic view of the world, over time this view may be stiffled or muddied by those around them, but even when they may be jaded there is a slight glimmer of hope that is always lit in the 22.
The energy of the 22 to can magnetic and of course repelling.
Whatever you are experiencing and noticing this week, have fun with it!
Shout out to East Bridgewater Candle Company
Tuesday, March 4, 2014
Where is the Sun? The Gate 63
Well Sorry I am late by 4 days! I was sitting here being bored and remembered I owed a video.
I think it speaks for itself this week. See you in a few days!
I think it speaks for itself this week. See you in a few days!
Check this out too http://TammyMurrayCousins.sharewraps.com
Monday, February 24, 2014
Where is the Sun? The Gate 37
Where the hell is the sun?! Sometimes the energy we feel is a result of other transits and not the sun alone, but anytime you bump into an energy that is different or you do not feel often it can cause some bumps in life.
When you remove old ways and old energy it opens new areas to add new energy and sometimes that empty spot can leave you feeling a bit off kilter.
I am having a weird day as you will see in this weeks video. I hope there is something in it for you!
When you remove old ways and old energy it opens new areas to add new energy and sometimes that empty spot can leave you feeling a bit off kilter.
I am having a weird day as you will see in this weeks video. I hope there is something in it for you!
Wednesday, February 19, 2014
Where is the Sun? The Gate 55
hahaha I added some extras for you today. The first is my first attempt at the video, I usually pride myself as "One Take Tammy" but not this week......
OK Now on to the next take
And finally the only way I am going to describe a shadow that keeps appearing in my videos.
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